Success Sucksus

this world is a game

everyone is a slave

dont bound yourself

within this finite sky

nothing is black and white

everything lies in grey

life looks so delightful

but will fade away in darkness

winners are only praised

ignoring the losers effort

neither they feel nor realize

losers make these winners

never care for what they want

life is yours..live it your way

make your dreams come true

make your life real and happy

in this journey to horizon

every tide gives a blow

and brings u down and low

the success lies on how

you stand against it

never it is simple but remember

infinite universe is out there

waiting for you and only you

P.S: dedicated for the fight putters :)

Bike Ride

on a friday midnight

switching the headlight

chasing with the wind

without a doubt in mind

blowing horn blinking lights

entering the wrong lane

crossing 150 in speedometer

a thrill on every meter

making the engine sizzle

in that midnight drizzle

i am a cowboy on this steel horse

i ride hey !! i am a cowboy

the crossroad red lights

indulging me to higher speeds

The fuel burned faster

hey! i am the ride master

leaving away the smoke behind

racing towards the hiding moon

Caring for nothing else

just drove it like i stole it!!

P.S: the author aint know riding

A grIef IN brIef

ring a bell..ring a bell
from where i fell

ring a bell..ring a bell
why am i in hell

ring a bell..ring a bell
why cant i yell

we spent hours counting to infinity
makes me feel like eternity
why am i not tied with time
when my moment is like a flash

i put you in my dream
u r the queen of my realm
why my mind is blind
when my thought is like a vapour

oh you girl!! ur smile
makes me run from a mile
why am i stopped in space
when my quest is to reach horizon

i wish to get to you
i cant live like this anymore
Oh..Someone tell her about me
Oh..someone hear me

why in this world
with everyone else around
why am i all alone
Oh..Fu?k!! i hate my fate

i miss you..i miss you
i miss you more each day

i need you.. i need you
i need you every moment in my life

i love you..i love you
i am incomplete without you

engineER...ERR

Completing my junior year,came home with flying colors for summer hols.I was well greeted by the leaking pipes,flickering bulbs,a new laptop and of course street dogs at home.The very next day happened to realize the robustness of electrical home-appliances like refrigerator,washing machine,mixie etc.Almost all are serving efficiently and effectively for a decade.This gave a great inspiration on how to design products.Unfortunately the truth sprung out in a different fashion,when i shared this with my parents.The refrigerator doesnt defrost,the washing
machine's spinner stopped working and quavering mixie.

Hmmm,a sudden strong sympathy ran on these engineering products. Subconsciously,refrigerator ogled me.Of course,i am a bit hazy about the working of ref. But to prove myself,i wanted to repair.Then precipitously ran into the store-room and got a screwdriver.Wait!! first i got the manual of it.I looked at technical and troubleshooting aspects ardently.But astonishingly,i couldnt find even a detail.Gathering all memories of thermo-dynamic cycles of refrigeration and opened the door of ref..The cold breeze hit my chest.Wow!! it was nice which immediately triggered me to switch-off.With alacrity,i opened a box having a mechanically actuated switch for light.As usual,the light didnt glow.

Aaaah, A hopeful gleam entered my eyes i found the problem .Well, its just a loose contact and hence the bulb doesnt glow immediately when the door opens.But thats not the complaint.Well on careful observation and deep investigation,i found the spring in the defrost switch is stuck.

In an attempt to pull the spring out,i used the screwdriver's tip.Unfortunately,the moisture was formed at that place in the wrong time and the tip slipped on that glossy metal frame.As,i was using an enormous force,the screwdriver just flew like a bullet and the tip was sharp enough to cut a wire.I left it there and packed everything lickety-split.And the results were out within an hour.The inside temperature of ref. rose to the ambient.Felt that, refrigerant flew off on cutting the wire.

With dismay, told the fact and apologized to my parents but they encouraged me with a saying
"FAILURE IS A STEPPING STONE TO SUCCESS".After a moment of down and self-realization,
concluded that engineering is a skill that comes by practice and not by years of study.After 2 days,the new replaced the old and everythingback to normal.Need to admit that it was an unnecessary and futile attempt.Still, deep down the heart,something hurts.A working one became a scrape goat for my ego.

eVIL DEvil

Rising from the shadow of light
Being notorious as night knight
Using ur fantasies as bait
Conquer u without any fight

yes we are evil
hence called devil

Let u be a Hermione or harry
We jeopardize and make u wry
There is no escape even if u try
You will end up in helpless cry

yes we are evil
hence called devil

Without us u r in peace
With us u r a broken piece
We are invited by witches
To mock the ditchers

yes we are evil
hence called devil

We dont have a synonym
Neither an antonym

But we do have a name

We are called as "Ra rA aViS"

P.S: Ra rA aViS is an imaginative rock band as of now..but will surely rock ur life in near future

EncOuNteR

10:57....parked the cycle in front of humanities department
10:58...reached the second floor
10:59...found Room No. 332 but 332B is missing
11:00...call from TTN (Dean IC&SR)

Actually,misleaded by the newly updated IITM Website, went to Humanities Department instead of Management Studies.By 11:05 reached his office and knocked the door.A welcoming voice from inside said "Come in".With completely a blank face, here i entered the room.The room looked very simple with 3 fans(No AC) and plastic chairs.But the chair at the center grabbed my
attention.It was peculiar with sliver of wood which supports back.This 3 legged chair had a beautiful flower design on it as well.Later found out that its 32 years old and still serving."Old is Gold".

During the surveillance the familiar voice called me to take up a chair.Dean asked me to introduce myself(in IITM lingo,"put intro").Being nervous,I missed many details.But being Dean, with a lot of patience helped me out.Later he enquired about hobbies,extra curricular activities,Profs etc.In my turn,I asked him about why did he become a prof,how does he know Telugu etc.Actually,the answer to the latter was interesting,In IITM earlier Telugu movies were screened once in a while,With the fond of watching movies,he learnt Telugu.Now,He knew all southern languages it seems.Another Prof. learnt Hindi so that he knows if someone is scolding!! Interesting isn't it.

Well the discussion carried on for 30 minutes.Need to agree that time just flew.But,something was pulling me down throughout the session. I was actually little tensed in meeting the Dean. At the end,Dean gave a hug.Wow!!..actually it is good that i don't have a girl friend or else she
would be cribbing since i don't know even know how to hug.

This is the first time I mingled with a professor like this. First added in Orkut...later in Gtalk and then in person.I dont know whether my first social experiment was hit or flop, but it was memorable.

eCsTaSy

Breaking the nights silence,the buzz sound of my alarm moved my ass off the bed.
With Reebok shoes and jersey here i entered the stadium like a professional jogger.The sizzling solar rays slowly faded the jagged fragmented clouds in the sky.Of course,this is all meant to improve so called physique,which may help in flattering the buxoms but,i guess many joggers are inspired by their swinging ponderable butts and tummies.

In the stadium,to my utter surprise,saw a wide variety of jogging practices.some walk,some limp,some hop and a few jog.Most of them can be compared to animals like snail,hare,frog etc.Few people hided their bouncing nipples behind their fists.

After a lusty pull of back, i also followed the predecessors.stretching the legs forward sprinted the initial rounds like tom catching jerry.galloping the tiredness i completed 5 rounds successfully.but,the silly cool breeze tickled the sweat, o0oo0oo,a cold passed till toe.this encouraged me from within to make one more round,In the last 100m,the sweet kiss of sweat drop from ear with the shoulder gives an ultimate tender feeling.The satisfaction was everlasting!!
Truly, jogging is pleasure treasure.

A transpire to inspire: jog till u tire

End sEm

endsems with endless syllabus
wake me early in the morning
overcoming loads of inertia i start
but still bed calling to the dreams

rushing the pages thorough
like infinte times
but left with no clue
what may come in the exam

i start looking for omen
as nine ticks in the clock
so that i gain extra luck
to save myself form a duck

holding the question paper
I wonder what i see
sticking my pen with paper
a complete mind shut

as far as my memory reads
not even a answerable question
taking my time to start

the rules of the game
there is a logic
there is a magic

In the end there is always
a mystery about grade
only one thing is certain
yes yes yes the sem ended!!

EpiPhaNy

"Macha..Please da ...you have already told this to me".
"oye..hold on...i knew it"
This happened because today i have boasted myself to every third person that i rode a powered two wheeler for the first time.
This all happened when we made our industrial trip to tube investments of india limited.well, I hope you haven't recognized this 60 year old company.BSA,HERCULES, COROMANDEL, CHOLAMANDALAM, might ring you.Well,these are subsidiaries of this industry.
With an employee strength of 32000 it caters around 16 different areas of market.The founder is Murugappa.
Recently this company has launched its "E"conomical scooter.Our tour to this company was focused on this new product.We arrived there at the hottest time of the day after a tiresome of 90 minute journey.We were well received by two people in BSA outfits.One from technical and other guy from marketing.
As expected the marketing guy started his speech" I am not going to market our product to you".Unexpectedly or rather surprisingly the technical manager interfered into this guy's speech a lot.To grab our attention, this marketing guy came up with altogether a new creative idea of showcasing about their brand ambassador.The 3 minute and odd video brought our lives back.All the credit goes to TAMANNAH.Of course,the video is a collection of hottest scenes from different movies .i still dont understand how come she grabbed our eyes with her cute smily expressions.
The next session was to visit their test centre which they proudly named as RESEARCH CENTRE.well,there wasnt any good research going on as far as i know.they have developed some testing tools and using which they validate a batch.The interesting thing was WATER INGRESS TEST.They check for the working of motor in a water reservoir.They do component level as well as complete vehcile testing.they have an assembly line of 20 mts.Just think about it!!
They are right now developing two kinds of vehicles depending upon their power requirements-250 watt and 500 watt.The interesting thing is 250 watt does not require any license issues.For the performance details i advice you to have look at their web page.
After their assembly they do a test ride.Luckily,we have got permission to take a test drive in their track.
Seriously, i havent rode any powered vehicle in my life till now.With a lot of desperation i moved my ass over the hot seat.Well the pillion driver just rolled the accelerator.In fact, i never thought
that diving is so easy.That was my first driving,poor fellow,my friend who sat at my back didnt know that i am driving for the first time.you should have seen his expressions when he came to know.with a lot of confidence i finished four rounds successfully.
Thanks a lot to TII for teaching me driving.

5o miNutEs

Here she enters the class
throws her wicked smile
and opens up her guide
even without a second delay.

why so confusing she teaches
one thousand times i tried
making me mad every moment
need a break forever

one sleeps to save himself
from her irritating voice
and awkward expressions
even then she wakes us up

sometime later she dictates
a problem which has no end
of course,solving is a horizon
none even know whether it ended

in an hours time
with watch We make love
staring at the bell a 100 times

got bored dying in every class
scrape goat is better than us
Atleast it dies only once

whether u r a geek or junkie
a doubt to her Never pose
she makes u a fool

P.S: she aint this type :)

dReAm hEr

Somewhere in my sleep
spinning me upside down
i see her in my dream
turning me round and round

if i wake up out of those dreams
like smoke she just disappears
in one moment in that late night
she hit straight at my heart

sick of getting up alone in bed
deep down below i feel empty
waiting for her to fill that space
i cant stop thinking about her

harvests my pain by her smile
filled my silent life with her voice
never met someone like her before
not a paradox,she is in my paradise

i have got so much to say
neither cant wait nor be away
i will start from today
till that auspicious day

i will be fine when she is on my side
i will shine when she is mine!!

IsTyLe

i saw my dark and rugged face in the mirror.i looked like a beast or a Hannibal dropped from the past.On top of it the uneven growth of uncombed hair,made it look terrible.Then i realized why combing is important in life.So,on this lazy Saturday it made me move my dumb ass to saloon.
Until yesterday i was proud about my evil style.But today, the look was somewhat peculiar and strange.The image in mirror asked me' is that u?'.I consoled my self that i landed in a right place
and things can improve.
There ,i met this skilled barber named 'billu'.He had a charming face and i was confused whether he had magic in his scissors or hand when he made a sound with the scissors and comb.He just asked me 'medium or short'.Just Like a programmed robot.His movements were quick, and finished the job in about 6 minutes.
I was totally scared to look my face in the mirror again.Atlast,with a lot of hope,i raised my head.That was the hair style i was dreaming about.It truly gave me a heroic look.I handed over the money with no questions asked.
Like the drunken horse,i was totally high with my new hairstyle.I reached my room and my neighbour told 'ur hairstyle looks like that of aroused rooster."i was totally psyched at that comment.I wanted to shout but couldnt.My throat dried off,could not even speak a word.It took me some time to settle down.
Then i understood the moral of the story, 'STYLE IS PERSONAL.NONE CAN MAKE IT BETTER OR WORSE."

P.S:The only good thing about my face is the shape of eyebrows.Seriously the curves looked almost symmetric.May be this is the feature that will turn her on.

PlaCemeAnT tAlK

A seminar was held after a tough time in placement office for the past three months.Lt. Col. Jaya kumar and dean student(s) Idichandy and AAS took over the dias for the evening.As expected CLT,the venue, was flooded.people didn't even care sitting on the floor to listen to them.
The sad thing this time the civil branch could not pla(y) cement with the companies.
Well, Col. with his stiff standing posture in perfect tone read some feedbacks given by companies.One of them being a GD was conducted among 8 people,out of which 7 made it as extempore and one didn't talk at all.Infact,the negatives are more.So,ended up in giving tips like
1.comb hair everyday
2. take a bath before going for an interview
3.read atleast half an hour a day.
jokes apart,these kind of suggestions are certainly needed for iitians.
With all best wishes,karnal handed over the mike to dean.
"i guess now all of you regret of not taking naval arch".dean delivered this proudly since 94% placed from his home department.Someone from the audience left a comment"luck by chance".The other departments were truly nowhere in the race.He made himself clear that "IIT never gauranteed 100% placements",which most of us had a misconception.On top of it, he adds that recision may still continue for few more quarters.This shook most of us from bottom.
His suggestions were peculiar
1. opt for higher studies
2.walk for halk an hour in the campus.
regarding the latter,he said"see the beautiful trees,colourful flowers...in the campus". he totally deviated from the topic,but bringing all his experience he some how related to this topic.walking everyday improves health and healthy body,brain works smarter.
he emphasized on having a quality of life and advised people to take jobs in PSU's instead of schlum dog.Lie is the meaning of satyam,clueless why he suddenly said this.
Something very obvious is most of the iitians lost their interest in core.many of them feel financial companies as their destiny.i personally feel that this attitude needs a change.

LiTe MaCha shOw

Sonu niigaam,a stage performer from the age of 3,was successful in making everyone from all ages to stand throughout his show.
There were Two other performers who took the stage before the celebrity has taken it.Well,they seriously sucked.When they were singing there were three other artists resembling Gandhi's Three monkeys."no music low decibels low response",only non-sense in the first hour of the show.truly,saarang teaser was far better.At one point of time the security people were used as cheerleaders for these two Stage performers.

The time is up for the main celebrity to take on the stage.At that time a pic of kind appears on the screen.It first occurred as if he was a lost child,but it striked that he is Sonu Niigaam,as usaually a bit late.Wishing Namasakara he welcomed all to the show.At the end of his first song he just got down the stage and wished two handicapped twins for coming to his show.

Although with two power cuts(never since 3 years was a case of power cut in OAT),he was successful in making the show from a popular nite to the memorable nite.The fun part of it,being when the singer was about to appreciate the show organizers,this incident happened.

"Alu,bendi,mulli,mattur panneer"was composed by him on spot.Infact he proved that lyrics aren't necessary to catch the audience.After some more long songs he tires off,removed his jacket,almost everyone was ready to jump and lift it off,including me,but the wind blew in a different direction.He made sure its safe and secure.

The artist on drum had his upper cricket ground as plain as his drum diaphragm,helped sonu to come with Indian version of one English song.Now,as a typical music director,he sang rest of the songs with almost the same tune or remix of it.

keeping apart the gay factor,agreed that Sonu is smart and handsome.Infact,in my vicinity i saw this lady.She was totally flat with his live show.Having a lot of problems with the acoustics from the start and power cuts he was able to grab the audience attention.
Kudos to Sonu!!

P.S: wait for updates!

shobana'M' shobana

Maya Ravan, an attempt made to narrate, The holy ethic 'Ramayanam' through dance. "chinnama chillakamma", "sasivadane" and few more songs along with rock and roll dance, seems although totally not relevant to ramayanam but were merged into the play in an awesome fashion. Shobana has put herself in around 5 characters. Almighty only would know how much she might have put fight to make such a priceless show.

Ravan role was played by Shobana. Her performance was just nothing less than perfect. Ravan, a demon emporer, whose characterization was god level. The start was a 2 minute performance by Shobana during titles. Well, it took us ample time to recognize this celebrity. Need to admit that she has grown sideways a little. Later, there were many people taking over the stage. At one point of time we thought there were serious changes in the story. But as time flew we realized that masala is added to make this good old story much more interesting.

A few dialogues "u old donkey","sita bhabhi","ram ji","you die" seemed awkward,nevertheless the show engaged us every moment.Shobana was on stage almost all the time mesmerizing the audience with her spectacular moves,in short a well composed balanced dance.not to mention about the stage decorations it was just perfect with those lights.Believe it or not,The audience were so immersed in the show that at the end Shobana herself said the performance ended.Finally Shobana's "Show"ghanam.

Sita, whoever she is,i became a fan of her in the first look.Of course Shobana did her best,my eyes were somehow stuck with this chick.Hope who all saw it will agree with this.By the way whoever hasn't seen,beleive it or not, she is everyone's dreamgirl.

P.S: In sanskrit Shobanam stands for very good!!

dreamS"ParK"

It was too bad
so bad..so bored
sunrise sunset
everything is already set

A spark in life
makes me alive
left with no clue
how would it find me

On that special day
Hope with wings i fly
reaching the sky
dreamed it as my destiny

I flew day and night
nothing stopping my flight
with the speed of light
transported myself into future

I met myself there
an improved version of me
i was so complete
nobody dared to compete

Naturally it comes in life
flying need not be the one
but in the form of one's desire
by which one flies to Jupiter island

Fever 4ever

Living like an infant
its full of games and fun
that pretty innocent smile
ever after losing a game

Here lies a line in life
making life miserable
demarcating a loser
there is fever for winner

Ironed white shirt and blue half pant
a tie around neck and polished shoes
an age of silliness and simpleness
an unlimited edition of cheerfulness

They come unannounced
always have a question to ask
ruining our life forever
there is fever for sucksus

Now she enters your life
making our own life lite
people around us watch a show
but day by day u go low

One strives to marry
it always stays as mystery
with this beautiful mistress
there is a fever for eagerness